Astro Bot made the best play for nostalgia this year, and I don't care if you think it's a big advert

I've owned every PlayStation system since the platformburst onto the scene 30 years ago- I make that seven consoles and two handhelds, plus a few refreshes. Yet, despite that fanboy-level of ownership, I never thought I had much of an emotional connection to Sony's console. Don't get angry, but if I was forced to pick the gaming brands I have the most fondness for, I'd go with Sega and Xbox. I did ask you not to get angry. Sega was everything when I was a young lad and Xbox presented an exciting new future for gaming at about the time I ventured into my career. PlayStation was just the cool console in between, so I thought. I was wrong.

I've long believed that my love of retro games isn't about the games themselves, but the way they take you back in time. In the spare room/office I work from at home, the first thing I see when I walk in is a lovely boxed copy of Sonic the Hedgehog on the Sega Mega Drive. I can't say I'm desperate to play it, but every time I glance at it, I'm reminded of the kind of unbounded glee that's pretty much reserved only for children these days. I felt that, once, I remind myself. Late nights trying to defeat Robotnik - me, my brother, and cousin leaving the Mega Drive turned on overnight so we didn't lose our progress. Better times, maybe. Simpler times, for sure.
Astro Bot has taken criticism for being a big advert that you have to pay for, a cynical way for Sony to tap into an audience that loves the PlayStation. I have no problem with people thinking that (I, personally, don't understand the popularity of Animal Crossing, if we're sharing bad opinions). I just don't care. Maybe I should be analysing it more deeply and feel deeply ashamed of myself, but I simply don't want to.





From a gameplay perspective, Astro Bot is top notch. Mechanically it's super tight (if not as ripe for god-level mastery as some of the 3D Mario games), the levels are bathed in creativity, and it's a feast for the eyes and ears. It's brilliant. But it's not just a game. It's a portal - like my copy of Sonic the Hedgehog, it's a gateway to another time. A lot was made of the classic character Bots you collect throughout the game, and these are great, entering the hub/interactive museum once found. But there's one moment that got to me more than anything else.
I won't spoil it in full, but towards the end of Astro's adventure the game shifts gears and you find yourself in a 3D homage to classic shm'ups, the side-scrolling shooters from the past. During this sequence, a moment is highlighted by the playing of the original PlayStation boot jingle. I honestly don't know what it was about this tune, played at this time, at the end of a glorious jaunt through my own gaming history, but my eyes started to water.
Video games mean a lot to me, more than most I'd expect. I've built my entire working life around them, my career dedicated to celebrating the best and highlighting the worst. As a job, it's as tiring and exhausting, sometimes exasperating, as any other, and it's easy to lose sight of why I chose this path all those years ago. Just for a moment, in the darkened early hours, a dim light from the DualSense painting the room in an ethereal glow, I was 12 again, and it was incredible. For that, I love Astro Bot, and I guess I love PlayStation too.